Zen Bojczuk - Dreaded Words

Yes, I finally said it. 100% completely true. Dreaded, avoided words... 'I..... I love you! ' Words finally spoken. I do not repent! What I didn't say was another hidden intent. Spoken like a drunkard of constant intoxication. Spoken like a drug addict in need of detoxification. Admitting in that desperate hope for some needed sleep Revealing love.. in attempt to purge my feelings deep But purging you was just totally impossible for me. Maybe not my real plan - just eliminate jealousy. Crazy as it seems I was also happy for you. Hoped you finally found your love true. I was and am your friend and intend to always be. Wish you joy and happiness... even if it is to be without me.Zen Bojczukhttp://www.poemhunter.com/poem/dreaded-words/